I don’t know if anyone saw my previous post. It wasn’t up very long. I’ve put it on private because it worried someone. I don’t want to spell out what I’m feeling any more than I did, but what I wrote was sufficiently ambiguous to make someone worry I was about to do something much worse than what I was thinking about doing. I’m not about to do anything illegal or dangerous or harmful (to myself or others) or anything with serious long-term consequences. I do feel at the end of my tether, though, and don’t really know what to do to feel better, other than vegetate in front of Doctor Who, my trusty comfort blanket.