Mistake

Ugh.  I just did something stupid.  And I didn’t even want to do it.  My worst mistakes tend to come either from wanting to be liked, or from noting that I have a tendency to enforce boundaries and thinking I should loosen up a little, but over-compensating.  I’d say I should trust my instincts more, but to be honest, the desire to loosen up isn’t bad, I’m just really bad at knowing how to apply it properly.  Now I have sit with my self-loathing for a day without anything to distract me…